I hate money :(

So today I found a super cute pattern and started sewing it, only to have to slap my head in annoyance because I have used up my black thread in previous endeavors. Kinda annoying. But I am pressing on. I am making jeans, t-shirts, and other random things that I can just kinda quickly sew up. I'm redoing my post with my clothes (which has 200 views) and hoping it will make it look more inviting to buy stuff. Then, once I have the moneys I will stock up hard core on black thread. I use it alot.

In other news, I'll be finishing paying my new doll off within the week (I've probably already mentioned that, but if you have a problem go read another blog.) I have a few name ideas, but nothing really set in stone. I think that will wait until I actually have her. Its exciting to get a new girl with a different body. I'm excited for her.

On a similar note Neisha has gotten her doll put on hold and we are both crossing our fingers that she will be able to get her soon. She is really pretty, and has very nice skin color. I'm a fan. I was actually considering that doll at one point. I'm glad Neish found her.

Well... Lets see. Nothing else really. Stuff I'm looking forward to is the doll show next weekend, Warped Tour in the summer, my birthday, The Mighty Boosh finally on DVD in the US..... I think that covers everything for me right now. Toodles.

Hi everyone.

So today was pretty chill. Nothing to exciting happened. My mom gave me money towards my doll, and I should be getting her next week. I'm super excited. And Neisha may be getting her doll soon as well. I hope so. Hers is really pretty also. I'm excited to see her in real life.

Really dolls are all that's happening right now with me. I've been slacking a little on making clothes, but I'm gonna get on it better. Our Kitten escaped today. She is back now. I was concerned for a little while though. As big of a pain as she is (and she is a HUGE pain) I love her alot. Probably why I keep fighting for her. I would hate for something bad to happen to her. I just hope we don't have baby kittens anytime soon.

Well, I don't think I have to much to say. Adam Lambert did a smash job... again! My mom thinks he may win it. I am excited for him. Either way, it seems he has a good career ahead of him. I think I am gonna try out for it next year. Me and Lolli. Its exciting, scary, and surreal to think I may actually do it. I might as well though. What's the worst they can say? No. Then oh well. At least I gave singing a shot.

Well I think that's all I have for now. I love you all. Toodles.

Hooray for new friends.

I have a new friend. Her name is technically Sarah, but I like to call her Lolli. I met her because Mikey gets on this "stickam" thing with x96, and started talking to people. I am not as social so I never bothered with it. So last night I got bored and hijacked Mikey's computer. Jokingly at first, but he didn't care, so I officially hijacked it for the night (we were at Mikey's parents which is why I was not just on my own computer)

So in the misted of looking at what my doll clothes are doing I decided to sign up for this stickam thing Mikey is always talking about. (I so love my husband :) ) In the process of getting set up and starting to talk to people I started talking to Lolli. We were instant friends, and are talking constantly now. I freaking love Lolli, and I'm so glad my hubbin talked me into getting on stickam :)

Sick.... again.

I truly hate it. I get sick all the time. I hate being sick and weak and tired all the God damn time!!!! I'm tired of it!! I can't do anything because I'm so pathetically sick. I just hate being me so much. I don't do anything all day because all I want to do is sleep because I'm exhausted. No one wants those stupid damn clothes. I don't do anything to contribute. I'm lazy and sick all the stupid time. I'm just so frustrated with myself.

Hooray!! Tastey blog goodness!!!

Good news everyone. I'm writing a new blog!! And by now, you are reading it. Congrats!

Well I may be getting another doll here soon. My mom said she may buy this one that someone is selling for me instead of buying some fancy clothes for Oliver and Fiona. I am putting up stuff I made for sale tonight as well, so I hope people will give it a look and I can get selling stuff and make a career out of this.

I don't really have to much to say tonight, and this time I mean it. I found a couple dolls I'd actually really like to get. But I don't have the money for them. Maybe if I get selling these clothes. I need to get on it. I'm excited to see if my clothes take off. It would be fun to see people enjoying my designs. I think my clothes look pretty good. Maybe I'm wrong, but I don't think i am.

Well that's all I have to say for now. Toodles.

I don't think I have much to say....

But sometimes I say that, and I end up with these crazy blogs about... Well actually nothing for the most part. But what is odd is that alot of the time I just type as words come to my head, so reading these gives you a taste of what it would be like if you lived in my brain. We would both find it odd. You would find it an odd place to live, and I would find it odd that there was a little person living in my head. Though I would just shrug and go on, and you may be traumatized in the end. But what are you gonna do.

So not much happened today. I took a nap, went to Wendy's, and sat on the computer watching Noel Fielding vids all day. He is really brilliant. And freaking hilarious. Neish, you'll have to remind me about this video I found. It has Noel and Russel Brand in it. HILARIOUS!!! I died laughing. Maybe we can hang this weekend and you can watch it with me and enjoy all the Noel/Russel goodieness.

OK. Well enough of my public conversation to Neisha. (check out her blog: lunacyyy.blogspot.com) I've been watching ReBoot also. I really do enjoy that show, but I think I enjoy the later seasons over the first. I think alot of it is because the animation got better, and they didn't' have as many silly kid lines. The show kinda grew up so to speak. I watched a making of type video, all the horrible 90's fashion and such almost killed me. It was horrible.

Well, I don't think I have to much more to say. I guess I'll be off for now. Toodles

Emo's birthday, Woo!

So today was Emo's (Amber for those of you who don't know) birthday pizza party. It was loads of fun. I brought Oliver and Fiona out of hiding. People seemed weirded out by them at first, which is understandable, but they are cool, and good looking so they soon won people over. At least enough for everyone to not think I'm completely insane. So here are some pics. Enjoy.






Ah what fun times we had. Good conversation, good food, and hanging out with my best friends. Woot!! Happy Birthday Emo. Don't worry, I'll tell you that on your actual birthday as well.

Well after that me and Mikey went to Graywhale to see the whole shin dig that was going on there. I met Jon Paxton, who is wicked cool, and reminds me of Max from Across The Universe. I was hoping to get a new Asian horror flick, but alas, I could not. They were having a show type thing going on, and you could not get to the racks. But its all good in the hood. I'm going to go to FYE tomorrow, they have a bigger selection for Asian horror movies anyway. Though I did find Ju-on at Graywhale.... Well either way I plan to have a new horror movie in my midst tomorrow.

Also today I got a facial, a back treatment, and my nails done by my sister. The back treatment and the facial were amazing, but she needs a little work on the nails. Its cool though. She's in it for the hair, which she is AMAZING at!! You should see my adorable haircut. It a little first season Vince Noir, but toned down. (If you get the reference I love you.) I'm so excited to get my hair dyed Tuesday, my sister is turning into an amazing hair genius. :D

Hm... What else...? Oh! There is a doll show coming up. I'm excited for it. I like seeing these dolls in real life. I'm going with my friend Kris, who has the same boy I have (his name is Nicco). Here is a pic of them together:


And the rest of her boys, with mine (from left to right; Hijime, Oliver, Tamas, and Nicco):



And just a random cute pic of Fiona in a dress that Neisha made :D




Yeah. I promised pics, and I deliver hard core!!!

Alright. Um, I think that's all I have to say for now. So toodles.

More pictures. Just not today.

I'm gonna post pics tomorrow. I'm in no mood today. Plus I haven't taken any interesting pics. So yeah. How goes it, Earth? Good? Well I'm going to assume that collective non response is a "Yes Shay, the Earth is good." The Earth is kinda a jerk. Referring to itself in the third person. Probably has a big ego.

Anywho. I'm not to interesting today. Just chillin'. Not even interestingly or rhymingly. I watched freaking Repo: The Genetic Opera all day today. Literally. I watched Moulin Rouge and The Rocky Horror Picture Show, but other than that, it was a day filled with Repo. And the lamest part? I still wanna watch it. I'm terrible with some things.

Sometimes I get on these kicks were I just have this one thing in my head to watch, and I watch and watch and watch, or if its music, I can still play and My Chemical Romance cd all damn day long and still crave it. Its like that with movies also. Sometimes it goes away, but not always. Right now Repo is one that I can't stop. I need help. I think I'm addicted to Zydrate. Gah!

Which brings me to another point that's been annoying. I need a strange cultured friend. Someone that likes musicals, and horror (not shock gore), and artistic movies. I am going mad with having no one to discuss these things with. Well other than Neisha, but she is not always readily available. I want some one that can come hang out, and watch crazy unheard of, or slightly forgotten movies. It gets dull only having myself to talk to. I don't bother to much with the animals anymore. At least with myself I get a response.

Anywho. Well I'm done for now. Toodles.

Making clothes. La la la la.....

That's all I've been doing today. I'm working on a really cute dress. It should be awesome. Well not to much has been going on. I've been watching movies because the cable is out. I've realized I always want to watch the craziest things at the same time. Like all I wanna watch right now is Repo The Genetic Opera, The Mighty Boosh, and Reboot. Nothing else is appealing to me. Though I did watch some of The Great Dictator today. What can I say, I freaking love Charlie Chaplin.

So fun fact time. Charlie Chaplin wrote, starred in, and composed the music for all his movies!! He is king of all movie awesomeness! Also fun fact, people always said the most startling thing about Charlie, was his bright blue eyes. No one ever expected it. I'm quite a big fan of his.

Anywho. I really like Repo, but it is definatly not for everyone. I really don't know who I would recommend it to either. Its a musical about a man who repossess organs for a living. That is the very basics of it. I really really really love Sara Brightman. She has such a gorgeous voice. It has alot of people in it. I'd recommend looking it up, and deciding for yourself if its for you.

Yeah. The Mighty Boosh is great. "Let Trisha come to life!" is just one of the many quotes from that show that crack me up. Neisha, you know what I'm talking about.

Well I really don't have to much to say, and I wanna finish more of that dress before I have to go to sleepers. So toodles. Love you all.

Just another hum drum day

I got my hair cut today by my awesome sister. It looks wicked cute. I'll have to get pics up. I really really like it. So does everyone that sees it. Yay me. Saturday I have a million things I'm modeling for, and then I get color next Wednesday. Then that's it for now. I'm looking forward to it. I'm pretty impressed with my sister. She does an awesome job.

Anywho. I watched American Idol again. Adam Lambert did Born To Be Wild. It was awesome. Quintin Terrintino (or however you spell his name) was on it, and he said his favorite thing about watching American Idol was watching Adam, and seeing what kind of crazy spin he'll put on a song. I agree. Adam is the best thing that has ever happened to that show. Well other than Simon. I love Simon. I agree with him 9 1/2 times out of 10. I like that he doesn't just try to be nice. He dishes it. If I was ever on that show, I would value his opinion the most. He'll give it to me straight. No crap.

Yeppers. Well I haven't made many clothes lately, and I really need to get on it. So I'll talk to you later. Toodles

More of Oliver and Fiona.

Because I love them, and they are so beautiful. On a side note, everything they are wearing was hand made by me or Neisha. Here are some pics.









I'm a fan. Well, Not much has been happening lately. Pretty bland. I've been watching alot of The Mighty Boosh. I freaking love that show like no other. Mikey does not find it nearly as entertaining as I do. But that's ok. We don't have to agree on everything.

So at the mo my life is just making doll clothes, and doing what I've always done.

You know what show I miss? Reboot. That show was so wicked amazing. I'm gonna see if I can find it. Anyway. Well not much more. You can comment on my photos if you feel so inclined. I'd mostly like comments on their outfits. Anywho, much love and such. Toodles.

I've got them :D

They are here. Here is a few pics:











That's it. I'm freaking beat. Good night.

Urgh!! Stupid long day

I get my dolls tomorrow. I'm excited. They are in Utah, just not with me. I'm super excited.

I'm watching The Mighty Boosh again. I do enjoy this show quite a bit. Big fan. I freaking love this show. Jeez. Hilarious. I really really highly recommend it.

Adam Lambert turned in another amazing performance. He did Mad World. I was beyond impressed. And Simon gave him a standing ovation.

Well I'm getting up early tomorrow, to keep an eye out for my dolls. So toodles.

23rd of December

Its the day when everything starts getting exciting. When you are so close you can taste it. I got Fiona's dress today. It makes me that much more excited about getting them. I'm so excited about them now. I get more and more excited all the time.

It was Shaun's birthday today. He is now 17. Its so weird. I can't believe how big he is getting. I love him though. For his birthday me and Mikey are taking him out to dinner. That should be fun also.

Little Bud is staring at me so creepy like. He can be such a creep sometimes. I dunno if I have mentioned them on here. My first post was all about zombies. And how scary they are. My family is Little Bud, Lola, Koneko, and Pit. (along with my husband, of course)

I really like The Mighty Boosh. I am a big fan. It is so freaking weird!! I love it!! I still recommend it. Good times. All right.

Well I don't have to much to say. I love you all. Toodles

Wednesday.

Yep. My dolls are on their way. They will be here Wednesday. I'm so freaking excited!!! Wednesday!! Yes!!

Oh my freaking hades! I'm beyond words excited. Found out also (don't know if I've mentioned this) that my girl sold out right after I bought her. I bought possibly the last one! Whew! I'm so excited. I love these guys. Its going to be so awesome to have them here.

Well, once again, that's all I have to say. So toodles.

Woot!! YES!!! YES!!!

They are ordered!! My dolls will be here this week!!! OH MY GOD!!! I really am so excited I could die!!! I'm so excited! All I've been talking about today is them. It is gonna be so freaking great!

Ok. I'm going to TRY to talk about something else. Mikey got his dsi, he seems happy with it. I'm glad. He deserves happy moments.

I'm getting my dolls!! WOOT!!!!

I can't blog. I'm to excited. Just know, I'm happy and excited, and Mikey got his dsi, and we are having good times :)

If its not one thing, its another.....

So kinda funny story to start. I said, "Just you watch, I'll get my taxes and Tatiana (the doll I was originally going to get) is gonna be sold out." Well today I got my taxes, and Tatiana sold out. I'm really glad I found other dolls I wanted, it would suck otherwise.

But now to the annoying crap part. I have tried to order my dolls, and cannot. They only take paypal, so we need to get that all figured out. I probably wont be able to buy them til tomorrow. It sucks balls so freaking bad. I am not happy. It sucks. Its one thing after the other with these damn dolls. Why is the universe so against me?! URGH!!!!

Alright. Well. That's all that really happened with my day. I talked to Katie for a bit. I always enjoy those talks :) It's fun catching up. Woot.

Oh, I saw The Haunting in Connecticut. It was bad ass. I freaking loved it!! Its none of that gore shock factor crap that makes up scary movies these days. It was genuinely creepy, intriguing, and just a good story and all that. I really enjoyed it. I recommend it if you're sick of all that gore shock factor crap that's been out. I know I am.

I mean really. What happened to a good story line and just creep out ness. All this stupid chop up the big boobed bimbo is so dumb. I'm so tired of all that stupid stuff.

Anywho. I think that's all I have for now. Toodles

A little earlier than normal

So I've spent most of the day asleep. What a stressful couple days I've been having. But things seemed to have called down now. I think I will finally kick this stupid cold now. I should be good by tomorrow. *crosses fingers*

Still no taxes. Stupid money. I hate it. All I want are those stupid (ok not stupid) dolls. Is it really to much to ask? No. Its not.

I just want to take a second to let you know how amazing my husband is. He called me just to tell me I'm pretty. Yep. That was the whole conversation. He just wanted to tell me I'm pretty. I can feel your jealousy. Its ok.

So yeah. I really don't have much to say today, like I said I spent most of it asleep, so not much was able to happen.

I think that's all I have to say for now. Who knows, maybe I'll write more later. Maybe. Toodles.

I HATE April Fools day...

I am cursed to have a bad day on April 1st. Every year I think I'm silly and its all in my head, yet bad crazy stuff always happens on April 1st. Today actually started out pretty good. I thought to myself "I'm just gonna stay in bed and try to recoup from this evil cold I've got." Then I looked at my phone. I had 7 missed calls. I call my brother back and my mom answers and asks if my sister can move in because all this stupid crap went down and her husband threw her and my sibs out.

So I just jump up, grab my keys and head to my car (I was going to go help pack and stuff so I didn't even bother getting dressed). Well I hopped in my car, but it didn't' start. I tried again. Nothing. Which didn't help my mood. I went and got my dad, who tried it a few times, then pumped the gas and it started. He said I need to replace the fuel filter. So I gotta do that.

I got to my mom's and was trying to help her get everything figured out. Then Emo texts me and reminds me that we are going to post secret, and I am supposed to be meeting her in, oh, about 20 minutes. So I jump in my car which is still working. (thankfully) I zoom home, run upstairs, jump out of my jammies, and into jeans and a t-shirt. I grabbed my beanie and my jacket and ran back out the door.

I made it there about 5 or so minutes late, but not to late! So we had a nice drive up while I texted everyone like crazy trying to keep track of everything that was going on. Got my number changed so my mother's husband can't get ahold of everyone. Then as we were leaving this toll booth type thing hit me in the boob! I have a bruise on my boob now. It hurts. :(

On the good note of things I really enjoyed Post Secret. I had a really good time hanging with Emo and Branden. I don't know how entertaining I was because I was texting and what not the whole time.

And now that I am home, I am going to bed. I have had a Long stressful day and I need a good nights sleep. So toodles. Hopefully tomorrow I will get my money so I can order my dolls.